08-22-2019, 06:53 AM
I really do appreciate all the kind thoughts that you all have continued to post.
I hate to say that it just gets harder for me to find anything in the words that can overcome the feeling of being all alone.
I went back to dialysis today as an outpatient and Mavis came to pick me up to have a bite to eat when I was done.
We stayed close by because I was still exhausted from my illness and lack of sleep.
I, once again, told Mavis how hard it was for me not to be able to just go home and be together. She said that she misses me as well and feels really sad about our being apart. I know that she means it, but her fear of what she thinks her daughter will do is awful for me to see. I want to protect her, but I can't.
As you can see, there are just so many issues and I can't figure out how to deal with them.
I feel as if nothing can make our situation better.
I hate to say that it just gets harder for me to find anything in the words that can overcome the feeling of being all alone.
I went back to dialysis today as an outpatient and Mavis came to pick me up to have a bite to eat when I was done.
We stayed close by because I was still exhausted from my illness and lack of sleep.
I, once again, told Mavis how hard it was for me not to be able to just go home and be together. She said that she misses me as well and feels really sad about our being apart. I know that she means it, but her fear of what she thinks her daughter will do is awful for me to see. I want to protect her, but I can't.
As you can see, there are just so many issues and I can't figure out how to deal with them.
I feel as if nothing can make our situation better.