09-09-2019, 05:00 AM
I hate that the thread has degraded into conflicts, as if I don't have enough to bring me down.
The most difficult issue for me to deal with has been that I have defined my life around "loving" Mavis. This has been a constant for me for a very long time, but I have come to see that Mavis defines her love for me in very different terms.
It will be hard for me to distance my feelings for Mavis and to find a way not to sink into a deep depression.
I'm sad that no one has been willing to carry on a phone conversation with me. I had felt that this would help fill the void that will be left as I move away from making Mavis the center of my life.
I just pray that my health can improve so I can start doing things to convert my "stuff" into cash. That would be a way to start building a new scenario for myself.
Is anybody there?
The most difficult issue for me to deal with has been that I have defined my life around "loving" Mavis. This has been a constant for me for a very long time, but I have come to see that Mavis defines her love for me in very different terms.
It will be hard for me to distance my feelings for Mavis and to find a way not to sink into a deep depression.
I'm sad that no one has been willing to carry on a phone conversation with me. I had felt that this would help fill the void that will be left as I move away from making Mavis the center of my life.
I just pray that my health can improve so I can start doing things to convert my "stuff" into cash. That would be a way to start building a new scenario for myself.
Is anybody there?